Off To Germany I Go: Freak Out Mode

Okay so I'll admit it I'm slightly a perfectionist....I have to have everything that I am doing go perfectly and not have any flaws. My mom just booked my plane tickets and on the 17th I'll be departing from Laguardia Airport at 6:30 AM and then I'll arrive at the Arizona Airport at some time I don't know. Then I'm going to travel all around the west coast to places like Las Vegas, L.A., San Diego, and other places. I'm going to visit family and see some colleges. I am going to return on the 4th of September....at 9 pm.....that means I only have the 5th to get everything together because on the 6th we are going to leave early in the morning for D.C. This is all happening so fast....I don't know if I can take it....like it's so bittersweet!

I want to get there and experience it all...but I don't want it to end. I haven't even learnt enough German to survive like OMG OMG OMG I am going to be staying up late for hours doing my Rosetta Stone. I have already been going to bed consistently at 1 am I think it's because I am already subconsciously stressing my life away. Here a look at my suitcases and all the craziness that's going on....

my suitcase....I'm living out of it....

the shoes I'm not taking....I think...

my sweaters, jackets,sweatshirts,belts

I might ship these over

grand view of it all, I've slowly taken over

Today the people I hung out with were KEVIN AND CAROLINE! WOOT WOOT! We are now a family not sure where the roles are BUT we shall find out soon here are some pictures!!